Realizations...

A poet's block
an unbreakable rock
my answer..bit cruel
as I make my way,to where that day
in order to be better..I had hid your letter

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You said..
a month since we kissed
our first and since then missed
each other,amidst the fights
and make ups..imaginary break ups.

you say how you have changed
that you could never say
your feelings out loud
and now you find it strange
that every blessed day
you say you love me..amusingly proud.

you talk of future,a little unsure
bringing in questions of family and caste
admitting it made you insecure..

you talk of arguments,where you slipped
committing mistakes as lovers do
and yet i handled you patiently,my dear,
making you cry,for it means i love you too..

you ended saying this is your first letter
you ended saying you will get better
and then you drew a line..
at one end was the first time we said
and at the other..today's date
between the two..cried when i read it,
you wrote you lost count of how many times you said it..

today you take a different road
different classes to avoid
my face..my presence but dont you see
without you i am devoid
of any sign of life dear
and yet i feel the calm and cheer
whenever i see you walk past me
no love..no shadows overcast me
i still feel it shamelessly true
am hopelessly and faithlessly in love with you..